Forever in our Hearts♥

When everything you ever believed in turned out to be a lie
When the person you trust the most turns out to be, untrustworthy
When everything you ever had suddenly has lost its value

What would you do?

I am fucking tired and am this close to calling it a day.

Fuck, I am laptop-less for at least 5 days and I'm starting to feel weird alr! Which reminds me I cannot stand the service centre! Gone were the days of great service from Apple Service Centres (Speaking for Wheelock haha). I remember they used to be so friendly and willing to fix everything and now they're fucking niao (I dont know how you spell it but whatever). My god, I will be glad after I get my laptop back from Funan in one piece.

I can't believe the person at Wheelock sent me all the way to Funan, telling me that if I go to Funan they'll have the parts, technicians and I can get my laptop done on the spot. WTF and then when I go there they tell me I have to wait at least 5 working days. WTF If that's the case, I would've sent it in at Wheelock right, Funan has a super fucked up carpark. If I drove daddy's car there, I think I would come out with the car missing paint in tons of areas.

AYEEEEEE! Besides that making me angry, I haven't gotten my textbooks yet. I went to school to borrow the book today so I can photocopy and I realised it's some reference book so I have to return it by 9am tuesday morning otherwise every 15mins the book is overdue I have to pay $0.50. wtf what a rip off. Abby counted that if I didn't return it for 6 weeks (Summer school duration) I would've to pay $2000++ haha my ass.

I need to get my UOB card done asap if not when I run out of cash in a foreign land, GG. Like really. I think I'm bringing $2000 cash but come on, who can survive on $2000 for 6 weeks. For food maybe hahahhahhaa

That aside, I'm ordering MAC stuff (like cosmetics). If you'll want tell me kay? I'll be off now. Counting down the days till Xiaoman gets home cause it's getting quite dull nowadays. ):

I haven't been here in ages! Okay, I shall do a super quick update on what's up right now

1. Exams are over (dont ask haha)
2. I cannot find a job
3. I cannot find cheap airtickets
4. I have no money (when I say no money I'm serious, I want to buy the MAC collection but no money haha)
5. I'm fat (or getting fatter I dont know which sounds better)
6. Getting my braces off soon

7. A proud new owner of ...........





LG Arena! I wanted to get the HTC Touch HD but they didn't carry it in Singtel and I didn't want to get a Starhub line so I settled for this. Whatever, I'll probably smash this in a week, like I went through a Nokia and Sumsung in less than a year. haha. Phones are so over-rated! I could get a nice Gucci wallet with money used to buy phones

8. I need to book air tickets, get insurence and my visa done asap!
9. Abby and I are going to Kino tomorrow to buy books! (OMG! NEED BOOKS TO GET OVER BEING JOBLESS AND BORED)
10. I need to find out if I can get the scratches of my tire rims ): I think I scuffed them without even know HAHAHAHAHAHA as Daddy will say "woman drivers..."
11. I need to get tops and bottoms before end of June if not I'll have no clothes to wear in Korea (cause I'm too fat to fit into my clothes)
12. I AM GOING TO GO SWIMMING AT LEAST TWICE A WEEK MY GOD I AM TOO FAT!!!!!

That about sums up what is in my head right now. HAHAHAHAHA. I think all are true except pt 12 cause no way will i go swimming, I'm too lazy. Maybe I should hit the gym? YA RIGHT!

Anyhow, I'm off again! Be back real soon!!!!

p.s. Since I've been away so long, I'll give you a nice picture of Tubby haha So you wont forget his face.

So I've had 2 papers and I have 3 more to go. Math tomorrow so everyone knows wtf will happen for me. Look at qn paper, do the qns i can do (which is 3qns) then sleep. whatever, education is over-rated. Which reminds me that I need to do some math cause I promised xl. SIGH LIFE OF A STUDENT.

So after like 4 yrs of god knows what, we've reached what I call nothing. Thanks a lot.

Life has seriously not been looking up for me. Let me count the ways

1) I have a swollen right eye and still have to go for class tomorrow from 10am to 5pm.
2) I have not been able to sleep well tonight (but it may all change today god knows)
3) I haven't been able to make progress with my revision/studying/whatever

AND THE LIST GOES ON! GOODNESS LIFE IS SO HARD NOW!

I'm jealous of xiaoman who starts her holidays tomorrow (good luck for your last 2 papers) and I want to start my holidays also!

Sad points aside, I got back most of my papers and I'm happy to say I only failed IBM which was expected since I only did 2 out of the 4 questions I was supposed to. Okay, after I get back PSOC it'll be 2 papers but I like to think I only failed IBM right now thanks haha. But the 2 questions I did were relatively okay so I'm happy I guess.

I swore to finish hypo testing and estimation by this week BUT NO PROGRESS MY GOODNESS! I must finish the tutorials if not I'll never get the hang of it!

Okay, I'm off but before that I wish my car happy 1st birthday HAHAHAHHAHAHA. I hope he lived another 9 yrs till he's 10yrs old and give us back the omv. Mommy loves you baby! ((:

I just read Xiaoman post and it made me think. If I could go back 1 yr what would I do. And it hit me, I would have gone to the states instead of pulling out my fucking teeth and doing braces. It's kind of like I'm living my life in limbo right now cause I don't really care about studying and all I'm really thinking about is what school to apply to next year. I mean, IF I went there won't I be studying at least and know what I want to do with my life.

Life sucks big time. I have too many weird "friends" and don't spend time with my real friend. So kiddos, take life seriously and not be like me just taking each step when it's necessary without thinking. I actually thought of what I wanted to do in life briefly (okay for awhile) and thought I could really achieve it but it seemed too far away and weird so I just forgot about it. You know what's the hardest, it's giving up in what you want and believe in. Then you know you're growing up.

If god made me 17/18 again I know what I would've done and I would've done everything whole-heartedly. Now, I'm like some fucked up kid. Whatever, life is over-rated.

I'm back! With pictures of course! Not everything cause I'm too lazy to resize before uploading onto photobucket, so I upload them fullsized and it takes about 20million years so i gave up already haha


I'm excited to meet Xiaoman for swimming tomorrow! Unless we get lazy, which iss quite a high possibilty haha. I am tres sad that the Hello Kitty Mystery Powder is sold out! ))): Whoever knows where I can get it please tell me! If you give it to me, maybe I will love you long time haha


OMG SO NICE RIGHT?!?!??!?! Can die, I will love you forever and ever, Hello Kitty. HAHAHAHA I am such a weirdo!

( Yup, only sometimes )
Anyhow, that took me 2 days to upload so if you'll want photos pass me thumbdrives. I don't know how to send photos through messenger for mac HAHAHAHHA I tried but it always fails so i gave up!

Anyhow, I'm off!

I just realised I've been MIA for quite awhile so I'm back. If you're fucking going to rub in my face you have no more exams or whatever just fuck off cause I seriously don't give a fuck. Unless you can do my IBM and Sociology paper for me on Friday fuck off also thanks. I fucking hate act smart fuckers.

Anyhow, schools been erm kind of lacking? Since we have prelims (ya, I know what you're thinking) I haven't been to school in a week cause of the lack of papers. I'd rather they put IBM and Sociology last week so I would be free already. Life sucks so whatever. School and exams are over-rated. But as Mommy says "Don't screw this up" so in May I would hopefully have become a fucking smart person.

I need to start applying for Spring intake next yr BUT I'M SO LAZYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Why do US schools always want essays?!??!?! Why can't you be like SIM, just take my money?!?!??!! ): But it's okay, my aim is UCF and if I don't get it then I'll go to Australia or whatever. OMG EDUCATION IS OVER-RATED!

I'm tired and I miss Xiaoman! I haven't seen her in ages! ): I'm off again cause I'm hungry (omg I'm fat). Be back soon with pictures of Feb and March. Ciao

So everyone's been complaining I've been MIA. So here I am (:
I've been super busy with school and such. As Mr Ting would say "Life is another 4 lettered word - PAIN"

For all your suckers who've been asking/complaining about my Korea photos, I've decided to post them finally. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I AM SO LAZY! It's so hard uploading full sized photos onto photobucket but so troublesome to resize them as well! So I decided to just blur out my face on super ugly photos just cause I want you guys to see my dad and the really weird stuff he does on holidays.

( Holiday Photos )

Those were my family photos BUT I THINK MY SHOPPING PHOTOS ARE SO MUCH MORE INTERESTING! Mo and I went crazy buying cosmetics and such cause it's so cheap!!! Plus they give tons and tons of free stuff! Okay, I admit most of the free stuff you dont really use BUT STILL IT'S FREE!!! I've circled all the free stuff in red! And only 1-3 stores (I'm not happy about 1 in particular) I'm not too happy about but the rest are top class in giving out free stuff haha. Note to self/others, don't buy cosmetics at Dongdaemun(DDM) cause it's so crowded they don't serve you so well and give so much stuff cause they're too busy to put stuff in for you! Buy at weird places (ie not so crowded not like ghetto okay?) AND besides DDM don't buy at tourists spots the free stuff are a bit weird and little also.

( Shopping! )
Okay don't be jealous. I'll most probably be going back in June for exchange so anything you want just tell me beforehand ((:

Alrighty, I'm really lazy to continue updating cause uploading/resizing/editing the photos are so tiring!!! Plus I need to get ready for renuion dinner! I'll be back probably tonight! Bye till then!

I'm back! Okay, so I was back like 1-2 days ago but I was getting over my "jet-lag" and tiredness. I totally had lousy sleep in Korea BECAUSE WE KEPT GOING MIDNIGHT SHOPPING! Then had to get up at like 7am Korea time which is like our 6am. I hate damn bloody tour groups! Why do they make you so tired?!?!?! Anyhow, we had a good 4 days of bonding with Daddy doing weird things again. I bought everything for Sandywenxiaoman and like lots and lots of leggings. HAHA I will never buy leggings from Zara every again. What a ripoff!

It was damn motherass cold there. I think the coldest we got was -10 degrees (and that was not including the ski resort which I don't know how cold it was) and the girl as Aritaum (place that wells Laneige, IPOE and friends) told me it's not the coldest. WTF?! Do not ask me about skiing. I cannot/couldn't ski for nuts. Plus I was stuck on top of this hill for 1hr? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA DAMN LOSER OMG! I WAS MOTHERASS SCARED AND MY SISTER FINISHED IN 30MINS. WTF?!??!?!?! Never in my life will I take a ski lift when I cannot ski EVER! This is my 2009 resolution. Finally something I can keep (:

We almost missed our flight (as usual) due to shopping. HAHA Abby and I saw tons and tons of Banc hoodies in Myeongdong BUT NO WE COULDN'T GET IT! We wanted to wait till we got to our hotel at Dongdaemun before we bought them at the shopping centre. BUT WHAT LUCK! When you left our hotel for shopping on the 31st, they closed early because of NYE (usually they stay open till 5am) and didn't open on the 1st (due to New Yr). I was damn pissed/sad/stoned. But Mommy was damn nice! She asked our guide to bring u to Myeongdong before the airport and the guide said it was okay cause there's no jam. We ran from the bus to the shop (which was damn far) and ran back. Of course we sidetracked and got other stuff also but that's not the point. HAHA The number 1 cause of the problem was that we didn't keep track of the time in the airport shopping at Duty Free and eating, we managed to make board our flight at 3.45 when it was supposed to take off the 4. Ya obviously, we ran again. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

OMG I LOVELOVE KOREA! I want to live there totally! Cheap Face shop, Skinfood, Laneige etc. And they have Hera and friends! Even Clinique is real cheap at the airport! But as usual, Qian stupidly didn't buy and sheet masks! OMG THEY WERE DAMN CHEAP THERE AT LIKE WHAT 1000WON PER SHEET? Qian you are an idiot period. But Mo and I had a lot of fun buying skincare and cosmetics which they give tons of samples and freebies. Eg. we bought 2 combs and a handcream at Etude house and this pretty girl gave up mousepads, keychains and tons of sample products. We only spent 10,000won maybe? HAHA Sandy would totally go mad there! Note to self, sign up for exchange in June at Kyunghee.

Oh! Meeting the Baes was so fun! Cause they're korean but went on tour (so weird huh) but Sarah and Shinae are freaking cute. Like when we went to the public baths and they opted to bath naked HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA THEY WERE DAMN FREAKING HILARIOUS (For your info, Abby Mo and I did the ones which required bathing suits it was too weird to bath naked with people). I have never seen so much nudity in my life for real. It was appaling. Imagine 60yr old grandmas walking around naked. Okay, next topic.

Photos soon when I'm not lazy. They totally worth seeing cause Daddy pointed a lot of middle fingers in the photos (think Daph okay haha) and he looked damn weird in the winter hats and stuff.

Anyhow, I was reading my lj friends page and everyones' been doing/did reflections on 2008. And I totally didn't do mine at all! haha. I am a loser what can I say. But 2008 went pass pretty much a blur and I can't accept it's already 2009 ): I'm going to be 20 in less than 1 mth SO DEPRESSING!

But what can I say, I hope 2009 would be better than 2008 (and I would actually study) and I wish all of you'll a late but happy new yr (:

Good day friends! In less than 2 days it'll be Christmas! But I opened my present from Mommy already so it'll be 1 less present for me ): HAHA But it's okay, cause Mo told me she'll buy me something else tomorrow ((: Qian is happy again.

I met Xiaoman just 3hrs ago to get winter clothes. HAHA. It quite funny with all the long sleeved tops, long johns, gloves, ear muffs ad coats. HAHAHAHAHA GUCCI COAT!!! But I don't get why are they all so tiny I can only (just barely) fit into the Gucci one. Okay, thanks Xiaoman I love you the most ((: I'll buy you many presents from Korea (ie. skinfood and friends). Omg, I just realise I cannot ski so fuck skiing will be damn bloody ass funny cause Daddy keeps talking about how he use to be skiing king and everything. We shall see

Daddy have gult (or whatever you call it) and can't eat a lot of food (mostly nuts and beans). Yesternight, we were having dinner and Abby and I were asking him a lot of stuff and suddenly he shouted "I WANT TO DIE. EVERYTHING ALSO CANNOT EAT" really loudly. HAHAHAHAHAHA FUKING FUNNY I TELL YOU! At first I thought he had an outburst cause he couldn't answer everything. You deserved it you old man! HAHA I HOPE HE READS THIS!!! (Okay, except for all the fucks I typed)

If you'll need anything from Korea tell me asap (before Sunday night) cause I don't know if I'll be bring my phone or laptop.

Alrighty then! Don't think I'll be on here till after Christmas so have a happy christmas guys! ((:

Qian is currently slogging over her Sociology and Business assignment and Qian hates all those who have holidays period.

Okay, back to 1st person context, why does Crystal not have Business assignment?!?!?! Life is really a bitch almost all the time. Whoever's finished with the Sociology assignment please call me ASAP! I need some help with it!

Omg, I'm so sad that Sandy is in Indon right now ): But it's okay, I'm counting down the days till both Sandy and my maid come home then everything will be perfect again. Mommy and I need to book out holiday soon before we're stuck with shitty places to go again. Actually, it wouldn't be that bad right? At least I can catch up with my tutorials.

The family went to Togi for dinner on Wednesday cause it was Mo's birthday. Happy belated birthday Mo!!! The food was yummy! Now when Sandy gets back I'll bring her there for yummy food!

Alrighty, I was just updating for the sake of updating. BAHHHHHH! Ciao!

P.S. Thanks for the flowers S. I think it might just be like.

Qian has a replacement maid! ((: To all your sucks who said I couldn't survive or were laughing at me well I hope you get run down by a car. (Preferable my own car thanks). So now Janice does everything and I can go back to stoning. HAHAHAHHAHA After I didn't need to do housework anymore, studying is totally not appealing!

I need to apply for Jan SATs BUT SO LAZY! All that's left right now is like totally crappy locations like ACJC, AJC AND FRIENDS. Okay, crappy in terms of that it's far from my house and I don't know where some of them are, not like crappy crappy. And if XY doesn't do it with me again, who's going to send me home from AC! ): XY DO IN JAN OKAY!??!?!?!?!

I'm up to my neck in work now. I have a million Sociology tutorials (which I most probably still wouldn't do), Business test on Wednesday, Stats tutorial on erm Data presentation (seriously what's stats for?), Econs tutorial (which is probably due tomorrow) and Mr Mansoor told us to do 2 papers every week for Math. Ya, really, I take school very seriously. But my life is going uphill again! SIM messaged me this morning to tell me Stats was cancelled cause Dr Teo sprained his ankle. HAHAHAHHA Okay, not funnyfunny BUT I really didn't feel like going to school at all today! Next up would be them telling me Business on Wednesday is cancelled cause of flooding or whatever.

Before I go, I want to wish Xiaoman luck for her Finals since she hasn's finished studying and everything. And after Wednesday, if you make fun of me still having school you're a bitch and you can go home from Alliance yourself.

Okay, I need to start on Business now. Bloody Unit 2.3

 

I am tres sad now! My maid has gone back to Philippines and will only be back on the 14th of December! Her flight was at 10:30 and already I've washed cups and bottles and spoons, made tea, helped my mom clean the dogs! OMG I AM TOTALLY DOMESTICATED!!! HAHAHAHAHA Seriously, I cannot imagine living with no maid! My whole life I've never had no maid (save for the time my maid ran away! but it was like for a week at most? and mommy was always at home) so therefore I predict big time suffering ):

But it's okay, it's good practice for me since I'm going overseas? HAHA We'll see. MY SISTER IS DAMN LAZY! MY MOM AND I WERE BUSY DOWNSTAIRS BEING MAIDS AND SHE SLEPT ALREADY! OMG YOU SUCK ABBY! Okay, my mom just came up and told me we might be getting a temporary maid but she's not sure when she's coming (if the maid is coming at all we're all pissed with the maid agency which sucks YOU SUCK!)

Abby and I went for facial yesterday and it was damn bloody funny! I will never understand how people always come out from facial with glowy skin and happy faces! It's damn knnnbccb painful and torturous! Omg, it's not even funny. Okay, maybe Abby is funny cause she told me the stuff Fanny (the facial girl) said to her and how traumatized she was. Then I was reading the menu of services they have and they have like descriptions of like 70mins of indulgence and Abby was like more of 70mins of torture. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AYEEEEEEEE! I hate school period. I wanted to skip Monday's stats and go for Tuesday's but since I have no maid it's better to be home as little as possible. Yes, there's a limit to my domestic side. And a note to self: Buy more handcream!

That was for Xiaoman so she doesn't need to search for it haha. Hot right omg can die. I think Juee and Ivy are going to spaz over it at 7 later. Along with me obviously HAHAHAHAHA

School is such a drag! I'm so jealous of those with Exams and holidays. Bitches! I had my last Math lesson today it was funny. HAHAHAHAHA. Who knew that people can have more than 1 BFF. Now I'm everyone's BFF (which is bad cause bff is a bad thing) HAHAHAHAHHA.

Okay, no point in updating. I wanted to update with photos but I can't find the Sony cable. Life sucks so what? Therefore, I'll just leave you'll with a hot video. Okay, bye.

Qian is now a proud owner of the new Macbook! (: But I'm a little irritated with it cause yesterday my sister and I were trying to view some video but it can't be opened! KNNNBCCB! But on the whole, still okay la haha. I didn't get the $2588 one cause the extra $500 for lighted keypad didn't seem right haha. With recession and all (YA, I KNOW THE VALUE OF MONEY OKAY!) i'm still trying to get used to Mac but i lovelovelove it! So chio haha.

It's a Monday and I have school ): I start stats today in around 1hr and it's so sad! Because I won't have Mondays off anymore PLUS for the next 2 weeks, I have school every day! ): Except for Saturday and Sunday obviously.


On Tuesday, Crystal and I both wore superhero tops! It was hilarious cause she was expecting me to be dressed like a lian cause I told her my top had multi-prints and my sister called me a lian so she braced herself to not sit with me during lecture HAHAHAHAHAHA

I am so sad that we can't use scientific calculators anymore ): How am i going to square root or square or cube or etc my stats! I predict I am in big trouble haha.

ALRIGHT, THIS UPDATE WAS DONE ON MY NEW MAC ((: SEE YOU'LL!!

P.S. Can someone tell me why some videos cannot be viewed on Safari OR Firefox?

I have Sociology test again on Friday and I'm counting on Hoo and Amelia to tell me the qns so I can don't study so much. I hate Sociology period. As Hoo said "I studied like a dog and still got 9.5/25" so I completely fuck care about Fridays test already.

Speaking of Hoo, you knnnbccb, did you really fall off the balcony not! I was thinking about it again and it sounds like you're trying to bluff me more right! Fuck you you bitch. Just cause in secondary school we used to bluff you about stuff like fastest book shelving competition until now you're still so childish.

School is kind of tiring already. I am counting down till our December 2 weeks (or 1 week plus) holidays because I hate school. Driving there is such a pain!

I told Xiaoman how much weight I gained and all she could tell me is that I'm still skinny?!?!?!?!? I think only my sister and mommy tells me I'm fat. ):

J'ai aller a etude ): Au revoir

I am currently rushing on my IBM essay that was due 2 Wednesdays ago (Yes, I cannot avoid it any longer because I have class this Wednesday) and I am having a massive headache. I completely gave up on my econs already so erm okay. HAHA Nothing new in that aspect. But at least I can always ask Crystal! I lovelove Crystal! What would I do without her (inserts lovey-dovey eyes) HAHAHAHAHHA

YA, we skipped PSOC on Friday BUT DON'T JUDGE US! I HAD TO STUDY FOR MY SATS AND SHE ERM WAS ERM BUSY. DUH. OMG SATS HAHAHAHAHAH I MET XY AT ACJC! DAMN BLOODY FUNNY! He shouted my name and I got a shock of my life. HE LOST WEIGHT! ): SO SAD! WHY I NEVER LOSE WEIGHT! ): I didn't drive (and I forgot to bring my phone) so after the paper I was trying my best to look for him. Luckily, my sister helped me get his number and sent it to me ( I was using her phone) and I managed to get him and hitch a free ride! I LOVE PXY FOR REAL! HAHAHHAHAHA Omg, I totally forgot how funny he is/was! (But he pangseh Teepo, Haoquan and I on Sunday)

I met Teepo and Haoquan for lunch on Sunday at Novena for Korean food. And erm it was fun but damn weird! Cause we met Perry and Alvan and Marcus. HAHAHAHAHA YES MARCUS OUR T25 CLASSMATE!

Okay, on a random note I'm off cause life sucks HAHAHAHAHHAHA But really, I need to finish my IBM essay I am desperate. Who knows about managers and their jobs PLEASE I BEG YOU TELL ME ONLINE/MESSAGE ME! I will love you long time!



p.s. I am v happy cause my yesasia package came today! hahahahahaha. I feel like Denise right now, I am disgusted with myself ):

Someone should run me over with a car (okay, except for Teepo cause he hasn't passed his driving yet). I actually stayed up till 2am-ish on Tuesday to finish my Business essay and here I am trying to make my presentation for Sociology tomorrow better. OMG I THINK I AM POSSESSED! I have never been into doing homework/work ever. Okay, but I'm quite loser-ish cause I totally don't know how to use powerpoint HAHAHHAAHHAAH.

I am super damn happy that there's no school on Wednesday so I can use the extra time to refine my Business essay cause I think Nageb would be really pissed if he read my part b and c (esp part c) cause I did them when I was almost asleep. I created my own examples HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Genius at work again.

French is getting drier! omg, lucky I have Xiaoman if not I'll just die. I also introduced Xiaoman to the wonders of DBSK HAHAHAHAHAHA DAMN HOT! BETTER THAN SHINWA PLEASE!

I finished 4 tests of SAT Maths so far. AND I DID BADLY FOR ALL! HAHAHAHAHAHA Joke. I think I am a screw up! I hope Tiffo is doing better than me if not we're all screw ups!

Alrighty, I'm off to try some SAT Maths again! <3<3