Forever in our Hearts♥

I had the best birthday ever (lasting from Saturday till today). Thanks to all. Photos (however few) will be up once I get my hands on them (and edit them of course hehe).

<3 my family, friends and dogs!

In 2010, I (finally) know that the quickest (and best) way to lose weight is through starvation.

I really don't know how i lived 20 (okay going 21 yrs) of my life refusing the believe this

It's been too long. haha. Surprisingly, I don't miss this place at all. I just use it to read other my friends' lj (hahahahahaha my deadly secret).

Anyhow, decided to update before everyone forgets me even before I leave for Aussie! haha. Yes, I have a school already (though I haven't got down to paying and getting hostel BUT IT'S OKAY) and I actually don't feel like going (again). I hope this on-off feeling fades off soon cause I need to be excited to go if not I will be a miserable child there (unless the guys are damn hot, which according to Abby they are).

Work is/has been/will always be a bore. Luckily, I have the best boss in the world (I am not a suckup btw) and nice collegues so work is slightly more bearable. But still can't wait for the day I quit and become a free child again. AND if you wanted to know, I'm working at LTA. Don't ask me to waive your fines and shit cause I don't do shit there. I just mostly stone, eat, stone, think of sleeping, think of eating, really go out and eat, play games, and occasionally do work. Which reminds me I need to search for quotes for my favourite Alyssa (fuck I am a suckup HAHAHAHAHHA)

OKAY IM OFF! I shall leave with a photo of how I feel everyworking day (when I'm in a better mood)

When everything you ever believed in turned out to be a lie
When the person you trust the most turns out to be, untrustworthy
When everything you ever had suddenly has lost its value

What would you do?

I am fucking tired and am this close to calling it a day.

Fuck, I am laptop-less for at least 5 days and I'm starting to feel weird alr! Which reminds me I cannot stand the service centre! Gone were the days of great service from Apple Service Centres (Speaking for Wheelock haha). I remember they used to be so friendly and willing to fix everything and now they're fucking niao (I dont know how you spell it but whatever). My god, I will be glad after I get my laptop back from Funan in one piece.

I can't believe the person at Wheelock sent me all the way to Funan, telling me that if I go to Funan they'll have the parts, technicians and I can get my laptop done on the spot. WTF and then when I go there they tell me I have to wait at least 5 working days. WTF If that's the case, I would've sent it in at Wheelock right, Funan has a super fucked up carpark. If I drove daddy's car there, I think I would come out with the car missing paint in tons of areas.

AYEEEEEE! Besides that making me angry, I haven't gotten my textbooks yet. I went to school to borrow the book today so I can photocopy and I realised it's some reference book so I have to return it by 9am tuesday morning otherwise every 15mins the book is overdue I have to pay $0.50. wtf what a rip off. Abby counted that if I didn't return it for 6 weeks (Summer school duration) I would've to pay $2000++ haha my ass.

I need to get my UOB card done asap if not when I run out of cash in a foreign land, GG. Like really. I think I'm bringing $2000 cash but come on, who can survive on $2000 for 6 weeks. For food maybe hahahhahhaa

That aside, I'm ordering MAC stuff (like cosmetics). If you'll want tell me kay? I'll be off now. Counting down the days till Xiaoman gets home cause it's getting quite dull nowadays. ):

I haven't been here in ages! Okay, I shall do a super quick update on what's up right now

1. Exams are over (dont ask haha)
2. I cannot find a job
3. I cannot find cheap airtickets
4. I have no money (when I say no money I'm serious, I want to buy the MAC collection but no money haha)
5. I'm fat (or getting fatter I dont know which sounds better)
6. Getting my braces off soon

7. A proud new owner of ...........





LG Arena! I wanted to get the HTC Touch HD but they didn't carry it in Singtel and I didn't want to get a Starhub line so I settled for this. Whatever, I'll probably smash this in a week, like I went through a Nokia and Sumsung in less than a year. haha. Phones are so over-rated! I could get a nice Gucci wallet with money used to buy phones

8. I need to book air tickets, get insurence and my visa done asap!
9. Abby and I are going to Kino tomorrow to buy books! (OMG! NEED BOOKS TO GET OVER BEING JOBLESS AND BORED)
10. I need to find out if I can get the scratches of my tire rims ): I think I scuffed them without even know HAHAHAHAHAHA as Daddy will say "woman drivers..."
11. I need to get tops and bottoms before end of June if not I'll have no clothes to wear in Korea (cause I'm too fat to fit into my clothes)
12. I AM GOING TO GO SWIMMING AT LEAST TWICE A WEEK MY GOD I AM TOO FAT!!!!!

That about sums up what is in my head right now. HAHAHAHAHA. I think all are true except pt 12 cause no way will i go swimming, I'm too lazy. Maybe I should hit the gym? YA RIGHT!

Anyhow, I'm off again! Be back real soon!!!!

p.s. Since I've been away so long, I'll give you a nice picture of Tubby haha So you wont forget his face.

So I've had 2 papers and I have 3 more to go. Math tomorrow so everyone knows wtf will happen for me. Look at qn paper, do the qns i can do (which is 3qns) then sleep. whatever, education is over-rated. Which reminds me that I need to do some math cause I promised xl. SIGH LIFE OF A STUDENT.

So after like 4 yrs of god knows what, we've reached what I call nothing. Thanks a lot.

Life has seriously not been looking up for me. Let me count the ways

1) I have a swollen right eye and still have to go for class tomorrow from 10am to 5pm.
2) I have not been able to sleep well tonight (but it may all change today god knows)
3) I haven't been able to make progress with my revision/studying/whatever

AND THE LIST GOES ON! GOODNESS LIFE IS SO HARD NOW!

I'm jealous of xiaoman who starts her holidays tomorrow (good luck for your last 2 papers) and I want to start my holidays also!

Sad points aside, I got back most of my papers and I'm happy to say I only failed IBM which was expected since I only did 2 out of the 4 questions I was supposed to. Okay, after I get back PSOC it'll be 2 papers but I like to think I only failed IBM right now thanks haha. But the 2 questions I did were relatively okay so I'm happy I guess.

I swore to finish hypo testing and estimation by this week BUT NO PROGRESS MY GOODNESS! I must finish the tutorials if not I'll never get the hang of it!

Okay, I'm off but before that I wish my car happy 1st birthday HAHAHAHHAHAHA. I hope he lived another 9 yrs till he's 10yrs old and give us back the omv. Mommy loves you baby! ((:

I just read Xiaoman post and it made me think. If I could go back 1 yr what would I do. And it hit me, I would have gone to the states instead of pulling out my fucking teeth and doing braces. It's kind of like I'm living my life in limbo right now cause I don't really care about studying and all I'm really thinking about is what school to apply to next year. I mean, IF I went there won't I be studying at least and know what I want to do with my life.

Life sucks big time. I have too many weird "friends" and don't spend time with my real friend. So kiddos, take life seriously and not be like me just taking each step when it's necessary without thinking. I actually thought of what I wanted to do in life briefly (okay for awhile) and thought I could really achieve it but it seemed too far away and weird so I just forgot about it. You know what's the hardest, it's giving up in what you want and believe in. Then you know you're growing up.

If god made me 17/18 again I know what I would've done and I would've done everything whole-heartedly. Now, I'm like some fucked up kid. Whatever, life is over-rated.